Fear

What if I'd said yes?
What if I'd gone out that night?
What if you'd turned left?
Everything would've turned out alright...
What if I'd spoke up?
What if I'd took the keys?
What if I'd tried a little harder, instead of always trying to please?
What if I'd said no?
What if we'd never fell in love?
What if we'd gone slow, or a little bit faster, and broken up?
Would I know this hurts?
Would I feel this pain?
Do you know that, with all I've left in my very last breath, I will call your name?
Were you sad?
Were you scared?
Did you wish for a prayer to be free?
Was it quiet and cold?
Was it light, or too dark to see... And did you reach for me?